Cto5k W2, D2

i ran in the evening today, which was really weird. i almost didn't go at all, but then i realized that if i didn't i would be really mad at myself and it would probably start an unending cycle of quitting that i have no wish to partake in. i didn't have as much energy as usual, but i still had enough until the end when my calf started acting up just like last run. i had to quit about halfway through that interval, i just couldn't push through it, it was distracting my focus from my breathing and i just couldn't think. i don't know, it's been a weird day. i feel like i've come so far and yet have so far to go.