Saturday, April 12, 2003

i have issues

Monday, April 07, 2003

I just finished watching Homeless to Harvard on Lifetime. It starred Thora Birch and was really good but really sad. Her parents were druggies and had AIDS, her grandfather hated her and had molested his daughters growing up, and even though she was really smart she never went to school. She was in a home for a while, and ran away from home at fifteen. She finally went to a high school for the gifted and got a scholarship through the New York Times. It was really amazing and sad and made me very thankful for the childhood i had.

I've had a hard day because i don't know what i'm going to do now that i can't seem to find a job. I need to look for one again tomorrow and i'm so tired. I just don't know what to do to change things but i know that i have to. I have to. I'm praying but don't have much optimism at the moment. ): Sometimes i really hate my life because i'm so bad and it seems like there's nothing i can do about it and i try so hard. Life has been really hard lately: i hope things start getting better soon.

Sunday, April 06, 2003

Is it really so late? I hate daylight savings.
Well hello everyone! My ankle is doing much better and i didn't even have to spend money i don't have going to a doctor. The only downside is that i am really broke right now. I'm going to go job hunting again tomorrow (now that it's actually a bit more practical for me to get around). Hopefully my ankle will continue to get better and i'll get a job offer soon...

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

Okay, so you've probably all been wondering what i've been up to, right? (like anyone actually reads this stuff...) Well, you see, at first i was super busy working cuz we were getting ready to close at Wherehouse Music and then i went rollerskating and twisted (sprained? fractured?) my ankle and all the while i have really had absolutely no idea what to write about. You'd think i'd be working on my webpage a lot now that i'm between jobs and need to stay off my feet, right? Wrong: i have been utterly uninspired and stressed. I really hope these trends change soon...