stuck in my head

Was listening to Michelle Branch's Hotel Paper last night. I like her lyrics, have felt like this many times:

please don't drive me home tonight ~ cuz i don't wanna feel alone ~ please don't drive me home tonight ~ cuz i don't wanna go
- from Tuesday Morning

Man, i sound like such damaged baggage. I'm in a weird mood. And am hungry. Today is payday but at the moment i'm a bit short on cash. Plus i've already had two (small) apples, a key lime lite yogurt, and a donut. I'm still hungry. Ugh.

I am all alone. Alone!!!!

LOL It just has been very silent this week. I haven't been receiving any e-mails (well, i got one from my mother). I haven't known what to post at Christian Freaks. A fellow Sunday school classmate who i usually talk to more than anyone is now secretly dating someone. All of a sudden i feel utterly alone. Yet not lonely. Not really, anyway: loneliness is a perpetual thing for me so i hardly notice it anymore, though i still long to get married, to meet my Imzadi. Anyways, that's about all that's up with me.

life verse

So you should consider yourselves dead to sin and able to live for the glory of God through Christ Jesus. Do not let sin control the way you live; do not give in to its lustful desires. Do not let any part of your body become a tool of wickedness, to be used for sinning. Instead, give yourselves completely to God since you have been given new life. And use your whole body as a tool to do what is right for the glory of God.
~ Romans 6:11-13 (NLT)