I am all alone. Alone!!!!

LOL It just has been very silent this week. I haven't been receiving any e-mails (well, i got one from my mother). I haven't known what to post at Christian Freaks. A fellow Sunday school classmate who i usually talk to more than anyone is now secretly dating someone. All of a sudden i feel utterly alone. Yet not lonely. Not really, anyway: loneliness is a perpetual thing for me so i hardly notice it anymore, though i still long to get married, to meet my Imzadi. Anyways, that's about all that's up with me.