I just finished watching Homeless to Harvard on Lifetime. It starred Thora Birch and was really good but really sad. Her parents were druggies and had AIDS, her grandfather hated her and had molested his daughters growing up, and even though she was really smart she never went to school. She was in a home for a while, and ran away from home at fifteen. She finally went to a high school for the gifted and got a scholarship through the New York Times. It was really amazing and sad and made me very thankful for the childhood i had.

I've had a hard day because i don't know what i'm going to do now that i can't seem to find a job. I need to look for one again tomorrow and i'm so tired. I just don't know what to do to change things but i know that i have to. I have to. I'm praying but don't have much optimism at the moment. ): Sometimes i really hate my life because i'm so bad and it seems like there's nothing i can do about it and i try so hard. Life has been really hard lately: i hope things start getting better soon.