Monday, March 30, 2009

so frustrating

i only ran one day last week, and it was on the elliptical. i have been so stressed out lately, so short on time, that i don't feel i can even make the time to workout, and it's both disheartening and beyond my full capacity to care about. i gained another pound last week. i'm working so hard and i gained a pound. Sure, it would be great to workout 3, 4, or 5 days a week, and i really am glad that i seem to be losing fat on my stomach, but is it too much to ask to drop in weight a bit?

So, as a result of being disheartened, i ate fast food a couple of times last week, which of course only contributes to the problem. i am so sick of fat and wish that i could just get under 200.

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